I surrender, I know I've been a pretender
you can have this guilt this misery I wear so well
I wave my flag I sound the alarm
somebody stop me before I do any harm
I surrender, I know I've been a pretender
I'm living a dead life I'm staring into the headlights
of a getaway car that'll take me out of my mind tonight
crash & burn S.O.S. somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life
I'm burning under the spotlight

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My heart is a fist drenched in blood
my soul will fight again

take a look at these hollow eyes - one last look before I say goodbye
to this candle-lit nightmare I feel like can never escape
so watch me fall from grace - watche me carve my hate
in the heart of a lover I feel I can never escape
my fate

I see you on your cloud looking down
I am on my knees today but you don't notice me
you don't notice me

I'm screaming while I pray
while I pray
while I pray
you don't notice me
I am sick of you...
I am done with you